For most people the act of getting up and going to work or school or out must seem bearable.. today for me it is not... I have failed you see... I am back on antidepressants.. the problem is I still do not have anything to look forward to in my life... I still am just a lonely man sitting by his computer hoping a friend will come to chat, send him a kind word. Unfortunately for me that rarely happens... I have built this application
http://cybersweetness.com and it is nearly done but I built it in hopes of finding someone to share this journey with... now that it is nearly done there is no joy for me... none.. because I am still alone, not finding one kindred spirit, not one person to stay up late with and work through marketing plans, business plans, future development plans.. to play my games online which would promote my application as I zing through the web as Gebadia Smith...
There is so much more I could do with it to if I just had.. someone to share it with... see if you want some advice from me... friendship is the most important thing in life.. it is all that matters.. love comes and goes but friendship is eternal...
For me I have no friends here in Edmonton... and even if I could I don't know if I would be able to hang with them because they knew me a long time ago.. when I was a diffrent man, not this broken man before them....
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