The nerves begin

It is like your heart beats with a nervous tension. A wondering if she wil write for three days straight. Will this ounce of strength I have leave or fall. Will my wild heart take control again when I awake for the first time inwhile.. I lied, I will be taking neocitrin. I am dangerously out of shape, I drink everynight, I smoke too much green smoke and other stuff that contains nicotine.

My blood pressure is high, colestrol high, stress level is high. 32.... You do the math. Will I surive long enough to heal.?

Tomorrow I will give up green smoke and booze and I will make myself go for a walk. Trusting her to be my friend.. Was step one. Making myself, my life important is step two.. Sharing the stories of my life, like the previous post is my confessions. You didn't really think an alien on this world would be normal..
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