I cannot think today.. my brain is healing.. that is the problem with green smoke.. you start having to smoke more of it to feel normal.. but it kills your ability to grab memories on cue as if it makes your brain go haywire.. and I decided if my friend has enough courage to go off and work with orphans.. actually two of my friends then it is time I learn to stand on my own two feat.. it is time I learn to be a man... I don't really want because I feel like shit.. it is easier to keep feeling like shit than try to be happy.. but a friend told me I have to fix me and maybe she is right.. at first she didn't.. often with her she puts up this super strong image and makes life seem so easy.. it makes it hard to relate to her...
For me life has always been a struggle.. but when she dropped her walls I realized the things she says are not easy for her either... that she struggles with the same issues I did but she keeps on fighting where I don't and I thought well if she has enough courage to go off to Italy than I am going to quit this green smoke.. I am going to quit my love of tobacoo and get healthy.. so I went for a walk.. I tried a little harder at work to get along with my idiot bosses and they are idiots..
Just like them to come back from vacation and be like we told you to do this and be like um no you didn't.like usual you think something but you don't communicate it with people.. which is why the office is so inefficient..
But I guess not everyting can be fixed and I can't change my boss.. I can only keep plugging away at this app.. and keep trying to make a success of myself...thanks friend...
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For me life has always been a struggle.. but when she dropped her walls I realized the things she says are not easy for her either... that she struggles with the same issues I did but she keeps on fighting where I don't and I thought well if she has enough courage to go off to Italy than I am going to quit this green smoke.. I am going to quit my love of tobacoo and get healthy.. so I went for a walk.. I tried a little harder at work to get along with my idiot bosses and they are idiots..
Just like them to come back from vacation and be like we told you to do this and be like um no you didn't.like usual you think something but you don't communicate it with people.. which is why the office is so inefficient..
But I guess not everyting can be fixed and I can't change my boss.. I can only keep plugging away at this app.. and keep trying to make a success of myself...thanks friend...
go to http://cybersweetness.com for all of my stories.. add the app and also show off your vanity urls.
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