What is the point?

She did not even find 20 minutes to send me an email saying goodbye before she went off on her adventure.. I love the girl but she is sometimes the coldest person I have ever met.. she spends so much time looking at the horizen that the moment you become old in her eyes you might as well be dead to her because no matter how much you try.. she does not forgivve... my gypy princess is as unforgiving as she is cold... I have no friends anymore... I am a begger of love.. praying..hoping for a friend that god never brings.. may you rot in hell god.. I want no part of you.. you are dead to me..I look at my life and say why did you ever make me...why...answer me... cause all I feel is pain.. I long for this life to end.. for it to be over..

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