The things we don't want to admit...

In a moment when the sadness goes away you go to a mall and with all the care in the world you make a care package for a girl who is starting school again.. you pay $80 to send it to her... and then 3 months later you get a package in the male with COD for $80... it is the package.. your mom is there.. you say it likely got stopped at the boarder.. the guy says no it just wasn't picked up at the post office.. things are good with the girl.. and she is a chaotic crazy personality that.. am I just making excuses for the fact that the woman I love always walk all over me.. people say you will find someone else.. but I don't ever want to know another girl.. not intimately.. this is the story of my life.. as I tell my tales you shall see how I always get walked all over by girls.. how they all treat me the same way... they look inside and see a broken man and it is my fault.. I do not have the courage to stand up for myself.. now I need to go put on a brave face.. if you choose to comment please know this is something I cannot respond to.. this I need to get out and lock away inside.. or it will send me... to my bed wondering about life.. I feel the sadness coming.. the dominos...

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