Wednesday, December 9, 2009
The worst feeling in the world is when they say they don't love you
It is a feeling I will never hear again and yet I will hear it everytime there is silence in the air.. it is the feeling that lives within my heart everytime I shut my eyes.. I do not love you... it is what they all say when they look inside and see somoene I do not love.. myself.. they see the way I hate who I am, I hate everything about myself.. This life will never be worth it.. if I had one wish it would be to never be because the scars I have upon my heart will forever doom me to a life I do not want...I do not get the h1n1 vacincation because I do not want to live..... but cannot die... suicide is not something I will do.. I keep asking god to take me.. to end this life of mine which is a waste.....but he won't and I hate god with all my heart for making me...
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