The things I can never say.

There is so much you need to share to someone and you simply can't for reasons you can never truly explain. It is a secret you must carry with the rest of the million secrets you will carry with you all the days of your life. The only way to speak the truth and not have people realize what you are saying is through very, very, very good fiction. how much does the camera, the other person, the surroundings change the interaction or is each interaction unique to that object of viewer? Is it even real? If I were not there to observe it would it exist? Maybe all it can be is fiction. I just wish I could write my fiction without people thinking I am suicidal. Without someone saying go see a doctor. I always feel as if I am getting stuck trying to explain to people it is fiction done using modern medium of communication. With social media you can reduce the time needed interacting with people don't really like anyways. Logic tells us that you only have time for a couple of really close friends. You could never really share the most intimate moments of your life because somethings are not meant to be shared. Frankly sharing those moments would tell stories that are not yours to share. If you really thought about the implications of absolute truth in a public forum. The last refuge and home of the insane. Just because I can say I did something with someone doesn't mean that someone is ok with it. To respect the other person you have to make sure there is no identifying information. In fiction I can be anything from a suicidal crack whore which BTW I have never actually been. At least not in this life. Still what would the mind of a suicidal crack whore sound like. What variables caused that person to end up in that fate? I can also be kickass. So I am told by http://igebadia.com Gebadia Smith is my another one of my personalities or I it. We are not sure who was first or last. Social media is the only way we have to communicate with each other.