To date or not to date

I dislike old profiles on dating sites that I forgot I had. The reason I dislike dating sites is because people contact you about going on dates. Dates cost a lot of money and require talking to women. When I talk to women, usually I end up getting bed with those women. If I end up in bed with women I tend to develop feelings. The women turn into a woman, who if all goes well develops feelings for me. We are happy for awhile, then my natural self destructive personality leads me wreck the relationship. I get sad. The woman gets sad. She eats chocolate, drinks wine and rediscovers herself with her friends. I get under other women to get over the woman I had feelings over. I don't use a condom and then have 6 months of stress wondering if I have the HIV. To date or not to date.